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Questions

Did you really want to know
How we were just so
Tangled up
Twisted around
Torn apart
By the perfection of our sutric pose?

Do you think it was your business to know
Although I cannot fathom it as so
Our assignations
Our lover’s conversations
My heart’s emancipation
Long before you were my beau?

Would it have been better to know
What is was that made him so
Much more life shattering
Heart breaking
Soul awakening
Than you?

– Writeye

Paradox

Today my local paper ran Mitch Albom’s thoughtful remembrance of 9-11.  Through Albom’s commentary, I was reminded what an important part paradox plays in each of our lives.

One person – out of nearly 7 billion – was able to mastermind the destruction of 3,000 innocent people and seduce a legion of lemmings to carry out his plan. One man can walk through this world and cause that much pain . . .

Osama bin Laden’s actions were so sweepingly devastating and life altering that we are still mourning 10 years later.  Bin Laden hangs so dark in our collective psyche that he has become the personification of evil. He was the embodiment of everything we Americans are not – and never could be.

And yet, in the end, bin Laden revealed himself to be just another broken down ego maniac trying desperately to get someone, anyone, to be the confirming reflective mirror through which he could see his self-anointed greatness.

As Albom wrote, “. . . bin Laden went from an uncatchable Satan to a pathetic desperado, making scratchy recording to bolster his relevance, seeing his efforts to convert even fellow Arabs to his dogma thwarted and rejected.

“In the end, he never again masterminded anything close to Sept. 11.  His last images were of a pampered man bunkered in a Pakistan compound, with self-serving videotapes and a large stash of pornography.”

Bin Laden was so merely human, so small and alone.  Yet this one pitable person was responsible for acts that brought such great sadness to so many other people.  How can this be?

Because bin Laden – and all of us – are paradoxically large and small, dark and light, powerful and impotent, creative and destructive, finite and infinite, all and nothing.  We slide from point to point along the spectrum of existence via the choices we make.

– Writeye

Psychic Pregnancy Is Ageless

Well fellow symbol watchers, it’s been a long time since my last post in March of 2010.  It has been — and continues to be — one hell of a tumultuous and transformational year. I  think some of us who are middle aged or older forget that new life is still within us — can still come from us — even in the midst of the most destructive environments and in the wake of the most heartbreaking relationships. We’ve got at least four or five decades behind us.  We know too much about people and about fate — and how they collude to strip us of our hope and humanity.

That’s where I’ve been for quite a while: “It’s too late for new life for me.”  And by new life, I don’t mean just changing a job or a place of residence, or even a relationship.  I mean CREATING something brand new to put out into the world.  Something from my wellspring, that shows the worth of  my masculine and feminine uniting.

And then, a week ago, the universe gave me a gift (as she has so many times in the past) in this dream:  I was lying on an examining table and was very surprised to hear the doctor or nurse (a woman in a white lab coat) tell me I was pregnant.  ”You’re kidding; that’s impossible.  I’m [years] old!”   “No, you’re pregnant,” she said.  Then I began to take notice of the feeling, the energy in my body, my belly, and I realized it’s true.

Our souls know new life is possible at any age.  Whether we’re 30, 45 or 85, man or woman, physically fertile, perimenopausal or infertile.  Pregnancy in dreams reminds us that new life is possible; it’s on the way.  I would imagine when the dream symbol appears for a man, it could also be commenting on his feminine nature being brought to fruition (!).

Will my pregnancy be difficult ? Possibly.  Will it change me?  Undoubtedly.  (I’ve already had to undergo monumental change just to become psychically pregnant.) Will the new life I create be a joyful addition to the world?  God I hope so.

– Writeye

Fear and Acrimony in America

America has a long tradition of being afraid. Sure, we tell ourselves “land of the free and home of the brave” but those are most often aspirations and not the reality of our day-to-day collective mindset.

I suppose it’s understandable when we consider our founders took over the place by spreading disease, making shady land deals and conducting all-out acts of violence.  When you begin a venture by muscling it away from someone else–and then build it up on the backs of slaves–you’rebound to be afraid that somehow, some way, somebody’s going to come along and do the same thing to you. 

If you’ve watched the haves’ reaction to the possibility of the have nots gaining access to health care, you know what I mean. The “discourse” from some groups that oppose the health-care reform bill has been filled with the kind of vitriol and threats that arise only when people become very, very afraid. 

When House Democrats locked in the needed votes to pass health-care reform on Sunday, some bill protesters actually voiced their opposition by calling certain members of Congress ”niggers” and “baby killers” and deriding Barney Frank because he’s gay. When voices devolve into blind anger, when commentary wanders so far from the central issue, we can be certain a great deal of fear is festering at the root. 

It happens every time the country struggles to become better than it is. From the abolition of slavery, to women’s suffrage, to the civil rights movement, to the struggle for gay rights, whenever America makes another effort to include the have nots–in this case the millions of uninsured or underinsured–the haves  become gripped with fear and the animal aggression so characteristic of the emotion.

“If we give to them, that means it’ll be be taken away from me. If they get more, I’ll get less. After all, there can’t be enough for everyone.”  Or, worse, “They’re less than I am, so they don’t deserve to [be free, vote, own property, get married, receive a basic education, have access to affordable medical care].”  You fill in the blank.

We Americans have gotten into an increasingly bad habit since the economic boom days following WW II. The more powerful we’ve become, the more stuff we’ve managed to horde for ourselves, the more afraid we’ve become to stand up for the mistreated and underrepresented. 

Somehow, we can always find money to protect ourselves from outside threats–real or imagined–or to fund wars that we hope will ensure our foothold in countries whose resources we need. But we can’t manage to allocate any of our wealth to help insure all our citizens have an equal opportunity for life-saving health care. 

We need to stop and remember that every time we contribute to someone else’s basic human dignity by giving them the same BASIC RIGHTS some of us already have, we mange to do it equitably. Such is the case with health-care reform: the haves still have, but they no longer have it at the cost of those who don’t. 

–Writeye

P.S. I know this entry didn’t have a thing to do with symbolism but the amount of fear in this country needs to be recognized and discussed. 

Welcome Sweet Spring

If our dreams carry us to a spring landscape filled with blooming flowers and greening foliage, we are being shown the possibility of inner renewal. Spring symbolizes new life within the psyche. Often, it's a transformation born out of the hermetic, introspective darkness of a psychological winter -- or what Jung called the night sea journey.

Hallelujah Spring!

More light than darkness, more growth than decay, more warmth than cold. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

I know part of our lot as living beings is to withstand and be humbled by the harshness of nature.

But we can’t let life’s winters leave us without hope for spring – no matter how cold and dark.

Just like plants, we have to use the nutrients we’ve been able to gather from our last growing season, take them underground with us and wait. We can try to force a rebirth all we want, but we’ll just bang our heads on frozen ground.  We can only lie there, in humble hibernation, until the universe graciously pushes out the icy winds and moves us closer to the warmth and light of the sun. 

So world — as I watch the crocuses open and the daffodils bud — thank you for your gift of rebirth, renewal and rejuvination.

–Writeye

“At the Heart of Matter” is a Book Worth Reading

If your curiosity has been peaked by my recent entries concerning synchronicity, then I recommend At the Heart of Matter Synchronicity and Jung’s Spiritual Testament

The book, by Zurich-trained Jungian analyst J. Gary Sparks, is an illuminating examination of the meaningful relationship that exists between our spiritual and physical realities.

“At the Heart of Matter” has been out for two years, but I just read it and I’m glad I did. For those of you, like me, who’ve found Jung’s writings on synchronicity difficult to understand at certain points (the comparison of astrological signs in married couples for instance!), you’re really going to appreciate Sparks’ clarity.

In plain language, Sparks puts the germination of Jung’s synchronicity theory within the context of Jung’s time. Synchronicity, at its core, involves the unprompted appearance of internal healing images in the outer world. At the same time Jung was developing his theory – synchronistically enough — the physics community was making revolutionary discoveries in its understanding of the way energy moves at the subatomic level. Namely, while atoms move in predictable ways, the motion of a single electron within an atom is unpredictable. These findings helped form the basis of quantum physics.

“The discovery of a new kind of motion in quantum mechanics concerning the nature of physical reality is exactly paralleled by Jung’s research into the spontaneous nature of the healing process which occurs along the psychological journey,” writes Sparks. “Both disciplines identified a new kind of motion undetermined by causality.”

Sparks uses the relationship between Jung and Nobel-prize winning physicist Wolfgang Pauli, along with examples from his own therapeutic practice, to show that spirit and matter intermingle — and the purpose of that intermingling is so we will turn our focus toward living our true selves in this material world.

“It is not true that we are cut off from meaning and purpose in what appears to be a secular age. “There is an intelligence beside our waking and rational capacities which still speaks, but this intelligence has changed its point of entry into our lives,” says Sparks. “For more and more people, the spirit no longer comes down from above. It emerges up from matter and is there for those who are willing to accept the earth’s complications and see the spirit in the storms body and matter throw at us.”

– Writeye

You can learn more about J. Gary Sparks by clicking on ”Symbolism and Psychology Meet” in my Links section at right.

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